Lord God, my God, I do not want to charge ahead with a big decision about accepting a full-time job without consulting with You. In The Bible Recap's readings so far this year, one "God Shot" that weaves through many of the experiences of Your people is their failure to listen to You. Still, You rescue them even when You discipline them. Let my mind be clear, Your voice be loud enough to hear You through my spiritual deafness, and this decision be made with the heart intent to glorify You. It seems providential--the word "provide" is in there--and it also seems redemptive and restorative. Selfishly, I will probably miss all the free time I have enjoyed. Equally selfishly, I will probably enjoy having some extra money to spend and share and save for our long-term goals.
DH agrees. Both he and I would like a part-time option, and perhaps that will come later. In the meantime, God, thank You. (I am a little worried that the next part of the process will require references, and I will put that in Your hands right now.)
You really are the Greatest, the King above all Kings, and a Good, Good Father. Not to even get close to a Blessed Redeemer~~
Amen.
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