Father Abba, over the past few devotional times I have had, I have picked up (a little) on the notion of discernment and listening. Quiet--solitude--watching and SEEING and listening attentively--reflecting on all those inputs to see if the puzzle pieces fit together into a picture of what You are doing in me and maybe in the world, too. There are lots of distractions; some of them might have small, oddly-shaped he pieces of the puzzle. Wars, natural disasters, internal and relational stressors, and in all of it, uncertainty that provokes anxiety. EXCEPT there are no unknowns for You! If I hold onto that single certain truth, I can chase away the anxiety. I still feel some urgency about not only my own loved ones (think Tue and his faith) but also the innocents of the world (think refugees, victims of war and violence, and even victims of lies and gaslighting). I have a client in 30 minutes. May I listen carefully and attentively to her as well.
I love You, Lord. And I lift my voice, my hands, and my heart to worship You. May I serve You well, not just like Martha (although there is great satisfaction in accomplishment and order) but also like Mary. Amen!
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