Hi and good morning, God. Not to become too familiar with You--but to become SO familiar with You, in another sense of the word!--I never want to lose the sense of awe and worship of Your greatness, holiness, and grace. That's when I recede into the background and don't feel worthy of taking up Your time and attention. But that is the grace; You welcome me into that place of familiarity with Royalty. You. And there are tears, always tears. Even mow.
Thank You for sparing Amy and Chris on that turbulent flight through a tornado zone last night. Thank You for guiding Tue's surgeons as they repair his ankle and sustaining Julie through hunger, waiting, and serving Tue. Thank You for the slow and incremental progress in keeping my sarcastic snarkiness from my words to DH. I have not yet refrained from them all, but I have noticed some slight improvement.
As I have puttered around the house this morning, doing little things here and there and finding more little and not-so-little things here and there (and everywhere), I found myself stuck on figuring out how to choose what is most important for the moment. That is when I realized that my time to be with You in this place was slipping away from me. DH is at the Men's Breakfast at church and will probably be coming home in 20-30 minutes. The dog is outside hunting chipmunks; he and I have had breakfast; I have made some progress on cleaning off a horizontal desk surface in Julie's room (not total, but noticeable). I am thinking ahead to -- gasp! -- less than three weeks until Thanksgiving! It will be harder to plan for unknowable arrangements since Tue's recovery has just started; he and Julie may or may not be able to get here for the holiday. But we will do everything in our power and ask for Your power to get them to NYC for Julie's birthday!In the meantime, sweet God, what is most important for me to do to serve You today?
- I have a client at 11:30 a.m.
- I need to prepare to teach the PreK-K class (the ones I call the "Littles") tomorrow.
- I need to ... this might be less important for today but important soon--clean out or consolidate one more box and/or area in the Basement for a guest area.
- I need to do my nails.
Looking forward to worshipping You tomorrow, both with the congregation and in the classroom! Love You so very much. I am worried for the future, but You have it and You have me. In Jesus's name~~Amen.
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