Dearest Lord, this phrase from Philippians 3:1to be 0 has been rattling around in my heart and mind and soul for a while now. Work is the setting of the "suffering" and the suffer to b3e likring is the remarkable misunderstanding of my behavior and performance. How did You manage? People believed that You were evil, and You did not get along with the people in power. You stayed the course, though, and You remained loving even while You sometimes called out hypocrisy. I don't believe I am perfect, at all. I do wish the certainty that You always had could be mine. I need, when I doubt, to ... stay quiet, listen for the Holy Spirit, and perhaps hardest of all, not get angry.
I love You, Jesus, and I really do want to be like You. It's harder now than I ever imagined it would be. Being misunderstood, maligned, and rejected--that is only some of what You suffered. If You are as sensitive as I believe You are, with a heart that wanted people to love You, it may have hurt. Did it?
No comments:
Post a Comment