I'm Listening

 ...and as I listened, I fell asleep. (Just like the apostles, yes?)

The Great Fatih chapter —I have been struck by the idea  — throughout the year, and especially in this one -- that life for God's people is rarely easy. Persevering in believing when the situation and the circumstances are awful, dire, and discouraging seems to be the real proof of faith.  

"Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you." 

That's enough for me to have faith, even and maybe especially when it seems like You have left and forsaken me. I have grown too accustomed to quick responses to prayer and to an entitlement to ease. My challenge for the new year will be to refrain from saying the (righteously!) angry comments about the stupid and evil things that are being done in this country and in so--too--much of the world.  

Why do I expect differently?  

God, may I be FAITH-ful in these times of unusual trial. May You soften my harsh, sarcastic tone and allow me to continue serving You with great joy. I love You above all else. I say that but perhaps too lightly; I really want to mean it.

Jesus, You are the greatest! Happy Birthday.